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Losing myself

I miss myself. I miss the old me who didn’t let anyone get too close. I miss the old me who wasn’t afraid to say no. I miss the old me who was truly happy. I regret letting myself down for others. Letting them take me for granted. Putting their happiness before mine. Now, I’m completely drained, left with no energy. I feel like I'm lost. I don't think it's easy to bring myself back. I can only correct myself and change, but the old me is Lost Forever, I guess. I hope that one day, everything will change. 2 Corinthians 5:17 – "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here."

Judging Others, Ignoring Ourselves

I just don't understand why people fail to see their own mistakes but are quick to point out ours. They don’t realize that our reactions are often a response to their actions.  They normalize certain behaviors, but when we do the same, they deny it and make it seem like we did something terrible.  Even when they recognize their own mistakes, they act as if they don’t matter. But if we make the same mistakes, they react as if we committed a crime. I wish people had the patience to listen and reflect. I wish they would realize and understand. In Matthew 7:3-5 — 3 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4 How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

Just Yapping Away

Hello guys!! Nowadays, waking up early is so difficult. I started my day by waking up late and ended up being late to college. I couldn’t attend the first hour. I also felt very sleepy and had no energy, but somehow, I managed to record a dance video. ^⁠_⁠^  Standing in the hot sun gave me a headache, so I had to suffer with it until night. There’s not much to talk about today, as I felt tired the whole day. The only thing I enjoyed was dancing.  Dancing makes me feel so peaceful. Even though it drains my energy, I still feel fulfilled after dancing. I feel too tired to even write this blog, but a challenge is a challenge (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠).  It’s actually nice to write a blog because I can just rant about anything here without overthinking—just write freely. Thank you for reading:) Galatians 5:14 - For the entire law is fulfilled in keeping this one command: “Love your neighbor as yourself."

Today's highlights

Hello guys!! Today was a busy and eventful day. My morning started with my relatives visiting our home. We had a special gathering because today was the day we went to the groom's house for lunch as part of a traditional formality. It’s amazing how quickly time flies—my cousins are getting married soon!  Meeting the groom's family was such a wonderful experience. They were warm and welcoming, making the gathering even more special. It was nice to see both families coming together and sharing moments of joy. After returning home, I went to church as I do every Sunday evening as all my friends  gather there, and we always have a great time playing on the church grounds. It’s not just about having fun, it’s also a time to catch up, share stories, and strengthen our bond. Being surrounded by friends in such a familiar and comforting place makes Sundays even more meaningful. I met my school friends after months, and it was such a great reunion. As usual, we struggled to decide on a...

Blaming God while ignoring him

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Hello guys!! We live in a generation that often ignores God but blames Him when things go wrong. Today, a friend of mine told me that he lost faith in God because of all the wrong happening in the world, and yet God hasn’t done anything to stop it. Hearing this made me feel really bad. It’s disheartening how people often turn to God only when they need help but then blame Him when things don’t go their way. I don’t understand why people hold God responsible for their own choices and mistakes. They choose to walk away from Him, yet they claim that He is the one who abandoned them. The Parable of the Lost Sheep—God left the 99 to find that one sheep. It’s not  about the sheep; it’s about us. He never leaves us, but we are the ones who stays away and seek Him only when we face problems. Yet, despite our distance, His love remains constant, always calling us back. This parable reminds us of God’s endless grace—how He rejoices over even one lost soul returning to Him. It tea...

Exhausted but fulfilled

Hello guys!! College was fun today, but I’m completely exhausted. After finishing all my classes, I headed to the canteen, where I unexpectedly ran into one of my dance seniors after a long time. It was fun chit chatting again. Later, we all decided to go to MacPhails. After days of not practicing, I finally got back to dancing, and it felt so refreshing. Then came the main event of the day—Octavia. Every band was good, but the last one was the banger. I lost all my energy dancing and singing out loud. I’m so drained that I couldn’t write much today, but I just had to share how amazing my day was! For today's verses, I would like to share this—  Philippians 4:7  "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

Manase : When God Speaks Through a Song

Hello guys!! Today, I wanted to share one of my favorite songs and why it means so much to me. MANASE MANASE by Giftson Durai is my most favorite song.  One fine day, my inner child felt playful and wanted to be carefree. But after a few incidents, I had to suppress it, which made me sad. That night, as usual, I was listening to music. My mind was overwhelmed with thoughts, none of the songs made sense to me, and none of the lyrics truly reached my ears. Songs kept playing, but I wasn’t paying attention. Even when this song came on, I didn't focus—until that one line hit me. Trust me! It felt like someone was alerting me to listen to those lines. The line was— 'Raajavin Madiyil Vilaiyaadum Azhagu Chellapillai, Ellam Sariyaagum Vilaiyaadu Magilvodu.' These words told me to stop worrying. I heard this particular line so clearly that I truly felt as if God was speaking directly to me. Just moments before, my inner child was happy, but I had suppressed it. And now, these lines...