Yapping Blog

Hello guys!!

To be honest, I have nothing to write today. So welcome to my yapping blog, where I just write about whatever comes to my mind.(⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

If I had started writing blogs before my second year, I'm sure I wouldn't have struggled so much to think of what to write, even in my yapping blog, because I was an expert at yapping. I was an extrovert back then, but now I'm not even sure if I can call myself an ambivert. That's how much I've changed. As far as I know, the reason I've become very silent is that I lost all my self-confidence and gained more self-doubt. I also sometimes felt that I overshared a lot, even with someone I barely knew, so I try to stop myself from yapping too much. The only thing that runs through my mind while I talk is—am I making sense? I sometimes feel like I lose focus while speaking. Even in my first blog, I asked one of my seniors to correct me if I had made any mistakes, and he pointed out that I lost focus. I began my blog with self-love, then wrote about my day, and ended it with God's love. It was just a comment on my blog, but still, I felt that he was right—I hadn’t noticed that I keep losing focus on what I’m trying to say.

I feel that I should work on myself first—I need to regain my self-confidence. More importantly, I shouldn't worry about what others might think of me. If I suppress myself because of others' opinions, then I'm not truly living my life. I should be myself while also working on areas where I am weak or where I need improvement.  I should focus on self-acceptance, learning from my mistakes, and surrounding myself with people who encourage me to be authentic.

Thank you for reading :)

2 Corinthians 12:9 

"But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me."